I know it is not my business, i will never feel what it feels like to be inside a male's body when my heart screams out like a woman. But i cant help but feel the emotion, I was looking at this gay guy sitting at a bar, he was dressed like a woman and he was with a friend who looked the same way. They both had fake breasts and were dressed like women. In truth, they looked really good, some of the guys would even forget that they are homosexuals. At first, I started humiliating thoughts about them, in truth i was quite ashamed for doing so, I despised them for being gays, there was no other reason for it. Frankly, no amount of envy can even surge on my part even if they look great, even if they end up looking like Beyonce, but I realized that I was such a moron for thinking such thoughts. After some time, i started staring at them more. Well, because the people I went out with, were too busy talking about stuff that I do not understand. My attention started getting focused on this two homosexuals. I felt a surge of loneliness, the word unrequited love entered my brain. I don't know why homosexuals were created, I do not even believe in the stand of the church that homosexuality is caused by demonic forces, I do not even believe in Satan. I am not religious at all. So, all I know is that there are gays, and it would be hard for them to achieve the love they have always wanted from men. Well, if they aim to become like women who are cherished, protected ( sometimes, not all the time).
well i dont really know why i have written this blog> it is just for that one minute I forgot the difference between women and homosexuals. i felt one with the pain, with the rejection that they feel. And i have decided to never judge them again.
Walang komento:
Mag-post ng isang Komento